Not in the mood

Beneran, mood saya amburadul beberapa minggu terakhir.
Stress? Mungkin.

And things aren't getting better for me,
In fact, they seems getting tougher and harder *sigh

Especially now;

Di saat kerjaan stressful dan berat, hiburan dan harapan saya cuma satu, weekend

Dan bisa dibayangkan apa jadinya ketika si pacar bilang kalo sabtu ini dia ada raker gerejanya

Rasanya kaya jalan di terowongan gelap yang tak berujung

Rasanya kaya baru mulai semangat karena ada secercah harapan,tapi tiba2 sadar kalo itu cuma ilusi.

*sigh

Ditambah saya kok punya feeling sabtu bakal masuk yah?

*double sigh

Eniwei sebenernya kalopun kerja gpp juga ya, secara ga bisa wikenan juga gitu

Tidur ga tenang, makan ga niat, bawaannya pengen nangis dan marah-marah. Yep, kemungkinan besar itu stres. Haha welcome to the real world (again)

Could I just sleep and ignore all of these?

*Please wake me up once it's all over

Happy monthversary!

It's been 1 year and 8 months today, and i am grateful for every each day we passed together.

For every laugh and every tears, every quarrel and every praise, i am truly grateful, because those things make us the way we are today.

For everything you've done for me; for your time, for your effort, for your ear, for your care and for your presence; i am truly grateful, because it shows how much you love me.

Happy 20th monthversary dear, May God bless us and our relationship

And please get well soon :)